| And they say it's me, it's me |
Jacq + Mithlin + EmoPunk + Writer + Artist-wannabe + Corporate slave + Old enough to know better + House of Cancer + Year of the Pig + Sees in Shades of Gray +
Icon Maker-wannabe + Allergic to photos + Short-haired + Kinda tall + Sarcastic + Mellow + Easy-going + Forgives, but never forgets + Quiet + Too Quiet + Broods too much + Engaged to Kulit + Going to
get married in 2010 + Freak in the family + Middle Child + Has too much SasuHina in her brain + Gamer + Adores table-top RPG + Starting another campaign for table-top next year + Just..simply.. Living.
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January 25, 2007, 01:52 PM
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August 26, 2006, 03:42 PM
That promptly depressed me, but damnit, I still want want want want to go! I want to earn my degrees. Not so that I can get promoted and stuff - but it's for myself, because I really, really want to study. I do.
I'd have to wait, I guess. At this moment in time, I can't do anything at all.
Currently flying to the music of Naruto - HARMONIA
While reading The Miko
And feeling touched
Currently sightseeing Scryed
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August 26, 2006, 11:19 AM
I swear, my patience is running on very, very thin ground right now. I had to impose iron-clad control on myself not to go and just snap at anybody. I mean, ugh. It seems it's a pick-on-Jacq day. I know, I know I should be happy that my boss left early, but - really, it's like my temper's just going to go and explode any minute now.
I have better control over this, I keep telling myself in firm, cold tones. Just so that I won't go and scare everybody. I mean, I'm not really that easy-going - I just have an iron-clad control over my temper. I used to explode quite often when I was younger, but when I reached seven years old, I vowed to have better control over it, since I had the reputation of being insanely vicious and hot-tempered.
The last time I exploded was when I was eighteen. I'm 23 years old now. So I guess I'm due. I just don't want to explode, because I always make a mess of things when I do, and I really, really don't need it right now. Seriously. I don't need the time it takes to patiently clean up the mess my temper would make - I need those precious seconds, minutes, hours, to dedicate to my work.
So Jules-nee, thank you very, very, very much for being there when I spontaenously combusted on a!m. You have no idea how much that helped, even though I did not make any sense t'all. It was a minor explosion, but it helped stave off the insanity I can feel creeping over my conscious. And writing here at certainly helped -a lot- because while I was writing the opening lines earlier, the bane of my temper -one of my boss' technicians- called and basically told me to not get pressured by my job.
You cretin, the reason why I'm so pressured right now is because you keep calling to follow-up on your requests for fuel, which you requested in three - I repeat, THREE- suceeding days, and expected to have it faxed on your field office promptly, which cannot happen obviously because - idiot that you are, you've successfully befuddled the mind of the one issuing the approved reuqests! And because you borrowed the fuel from our sister company, you're pressured to deliver the approved requests - which again, cannot be given that promptly, so you're pressuring ME. When in the first place, it's against the policy to borrow fuel! And you're telling me not to be pressured by my job?!
...that felt good.
I apologize if that paragraph didn't make sense - really, it's work-related, so it's okay if you don't understand. i tend to speak gibberish when I'm pissed off. Ugh. I'll have to put off posting about y month some other time.
Currently flying to the music of Queen - All Dead All Dead
While reading The Miko
And feeling pissed
Currently sightseeing Scryed
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| NO! NO! NO! |
I interrupt my break for this breaking news -
After months and months of fighting the foreign consultant, my boss' boss finally waved the white flag.
Starting today, the head of my department will be a foreigner.
...damn.
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| Sweet and Spice and Everything Nice |
Mhmn -nicey day~! Anyway - I'm actually at work, even though it's Saturday. Bah. I know, i know, I work too hard! =) I sorta promised Kisa-chan to post up my Refrigerator Cake, in exchange for her dumpling recipe. *delighted grin* Little Sister Kisa, I had fun talking to you~! Let's finalize things up later, 'kay?
Now, since I don't really measure things -I kinda go with my tastebuds- I suggest you add sweet condensed milk little by little, until you get the sweetness you want. Fruits are usually tart, so they cancel each other out. I like my sugar, so I make 'em sweet. ♥
(Refrigerator Cake!)
Anyway - I am seriously considering Distance Learning. I've even picked out the school - University of London. Except I don't know if I'll qualify - they require that I have passed:
- Two subjects at GCE A level, and three further subjects at GCSE or GCE level at grade C or above or -
- Three subjects at GCE A level and 1 further subject at GSCE or GCE O level
- Two subjects at GCE A level and 2 further subjects at AS level
- passed TOEFL OR IELTS for English competency
That promptly depressed me, but damnit, I still want want want want to go! I want to earn my degrees. Not so that I can get promoted and stuff - but it's for myself, because I really, really want to study. I do.
I'd have to wait, I guess. At this moment in time, I can't do anything at all.
Currently flying to the music of Naruto - HARMONIA
While reading The Miko
And feeling touched
Currently sightseeing Scryed
| Exploding FireCrackers |
I swear, my patience is running on very, very thin ground right now. I had to impose iron-clad control on myself not to go and just snap at anybody. I mean, ugh. It seems it's a pick-on-Jacq day. I know, I know I should be happy that my boss left early, but - really, it's like my temper's just going to go and explode any minute now.
I have better control over this, I keep telling myself in firm, cold tones. Just so that I won't go and scare everybody. I mean, I'm not really that easy-going - I just have an iron-clad control over my temper. I used to explode quite often when I was younger, but when I reached seven years old, I vowed to have better control over it, since I had the reputation of being insanely vicious and hot-tempered.
The last time I exploded was when I was eighteen. I'm 23 years old now. So I guess I'm due. I just don't want to explode, because I always make a mess of things when I do, and I really, really don't need it right now. Seriously. I don't need the time it takes to patiently clean up the mess my temper would make - I need those precious seconds, minutes, hours, to dedicate to my work.
So Jules-nee, thank you very, very, very much for being there when I spontaenously combusted on a!m. You have no idea how much that helped, even though I did not make any sense t'all. It was a minor explosion, but it helped stave off the insanity I can feel creeping over my conscious. And writing here at certainly helped -a lot- because while I was writing the opening lines earlier, the bane of my temper -one of my boss' technicians- called and basically told me to not get pressured by my job.
You cretin, the reason why I'm so pressured right now is because you keep calling to follow-up on your requests for fuel, which you requested in three - I repeat, THREE- suceeding days, and expected to have it faxed on your field office promptly, which cannot happen obviously because - idiot that you are, you've successfully befuddled the mind of the one issuing the approved reuqests! And because you borrowed the fuel from our sister company, you're pressured to deliver the approved requests - which again, cannot be given that promptly, so you're pressuring ME. When in the first place, it's against the policy to borrow fuel! And you're telling me not to be pressured by my job?!
...that felt good.
I apologize if that paragraph didn't make sense - really, it's work-related, so it's okay if you don't understand. i tend to speak gibberish when I'm pissed off. Ugh. I'll have to put off posting about y month some other time.
Currently flying to the music of Queen - All Dead All Dead
While reading The Miko
And feeling pissed
Currently sightseeing Scryed
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